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On Mysterious Radio (and Happy Solar Eclipse!)

I’m back Shifters!

I have been on hiatus for a while now but have been working on things in the background so I’ll be writing more in the future about some of these developments in coming weeks.

But for now , just a head’s up that I’m on the latest podcast for “Mysterious Radio” where K-Town (the host) and I discuss Ascension, the shift to 5D reality and what it may or may not look like for all of us. It was a lot of fun to do, K-Town (and Kim) are great fun to chat with and they’ve already booked me for more interviews for the future where we’ll be touching on more topics from this very blog.

Also, for those of you who may have forgotten, today (August 21, 2017) is the big day for the complete Solar Eclipse hitting mostly the United States. Magical lore and Vedic astrologers suggest that solar eclipses are VERY powerful times and are forerunners of negative and chaotic times ahead. Given what’s happened in the United States ever since Donny Tiny Hands took office and that catastrophe which was Charlottesville, I will not be surprised in the least if we start hearing about unexpected and chaotic things happening in the near future.

I have heard one interesting thing about this eclipse, that it is related to the solar eclipse of August 1999 and as well as that time period of 1990- 1993. That time period is interesting because that’s when Neo-Liberalism and all the crap which came out of it, came into it’s own and I think this eclipse is heralding the end of that philosophy (and good riddance, I say…). I also find it mighty interesting that the United States is finally facing up to its racist past and some genuine and real soul-searching seems to be taking place as evidenced by cities finally taking down Confederate statues and monuments. This is all good.

I’ve also read that solar eclipses are a good time to purge stuff from the past, to clean the slate in order to make space for something new and positive. Sometimes you have to let the old die to allow the new to come in.

Harness these energies in a good way, everyone!

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Why I Am No Longer a Light Worker

This is a must-read article from Cameron Day over at and perfectly encapsulates why the New Age/'Lightworkers"/Channeled Ascended masters crew are all full of malarky and is actually another facet of this reality hack. It also points out that many of the Abrahamic, partriarchial religions who have set up the world in binary form (good vs. evil, black vs. white, us vs. them) are also playing into the reality hack.I don't agree with every last thing Cameron wrote here but the most important point here is that the secret is to TRANSCEND both sides and see things clearly for what they are. Cameron already bolded his emphasis, I'll place mine (in red italicized brackets) ==================================================================

Why I Am No Longer a Light Worker

By Cameron Day, on August 23rd, 2013

No, I haven’t turned to the dark-side, but rather I am transcending sides.  This article is probably the most important piece I have written to date, and in order to convey the full message, a bit of back-story is necessary. Hang in there with me, and by the end you will understand why I will never call myself a “lightworker” again.

Planet Earth and much of our corner of the universe has been under a spell for a very long time, a spell which casts doubt within our minds about whether or not we are connected with the Infinite Source of all creation.The spell causes us to feel alone, vulnerable and isolated – cast out from the Heavenly Realms into a cruel, dog-eat-dog world.  This spell is pure fiction, a deception of the highest order, but it has taken hold deeply on this and other worlds.

Intrinsic within this holographic spell is the notion that duality and polarity are natural aspects of life, and that we must serve one side of duality or the other. This elegantly simple binary imprint has become so prominent that we have lost sight of the larger holographic spell that spawned it.  Indeed, we have lost sight of the hologram all together, and come to believe that it is the sum total of reality.

Humans have been conditioned to worship the holographic deception and the agents that perpetuate it.  This hologram has been called Maya by the Hindus, and the Gnostics referred to it as the Corrupt Demiurge. I find this term a highly accurate description, and from the point forward I will refer to it as the corrupt demiurge.

Dark vs (False) Light – Duality of the Demiurge

In order to capture and control the widest possible spectrum of souls, the corrupt demiurge split its agents into two seemingly opposing teams:  Dark vs (false) Light.

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Not everyone can be a saint, so there must be room for sinners within the demiurge, as long as everyone involved is under its spell.  What matters most to the demiurge is that we worship it or one of its agents, regardless if they are on the light team or the dark team.

There are many names of the players within this cosmic, multi-dimensional drama that you will have no doubt heard of such as:  Lucifer, Jehova, Beelzebub, Arch Angel Michael, Satan (different dude than Lucifer), Ashtar, dozens of Arch(on) angels, supposedly ascended “masters” and various other channeled entities.

While some of these beings play for team dark, and some play for team (false) light, they are ALL ultimately playing for the corrupt demiurge that controls them.This, in essence, is the big secret of the archons:  They are not just the “evil, demonic beings” but also those who pretend to be angels and ascended masters..

What is the Point of All This Control?

The corrupt demiurge is an entropic system of artificially-induced separation consciousness that is slowly dying, and it depends on harvesting the energy from the souls incarnated within its system in order to preserve its existence. In order to harvest the largest amount of soul energy possible, it created the dark-light duality paradigm to ensure that every being incarnated on a world that is under its spell would serve as a “soul battery” to help keep the demiurge energized.  The “good” souls would seek out the (false) light team, and the “bad” souls would seek out the dark team, but unknown to most of those souls, they are all serving the same system.

In order to keep the duality game interesting for its participants, the demiurge set up densities of existence that “initiates” on the dark and light paths could ascend through.  This gives the beings moving through these densities a feeling of accomplishment, when in fact they are navigating through a labyrinth of demiurgic illusion. The players at the higher levels of the hierarchies know that they are in a self-serving system, but they are fine with the deal, because they get to wield power and receive the energy of worship from beings further down the ladder.

What About the “Spiritual Hierarchy?”

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Most channeled beings will claim to be affiliated with the (false) light-based “Spiritual Hierarchy” which includes “arch angels,” “ascended masters” and “positive ETs.”  These channeled messages are a dime-a-thousand, and more keep pouring out every day.  The dirty little secret is that these beings are beholden to the corrupt demiurge, and are waging a psychological battle on people that don’t want to be associated with any formal religious structure.

In other words, the “new age” is a multidmeinsional psychological operation designed to channel the soul energy of the “believers” of these teachings up to the “ascended” teachers.

Another one of their secrets is that most of the so-called “ascended masters” in their “hierarchy” never had a human incarnation.  These are incredibly deceptive beings that are playing a game in order to garner the energy of worship. In the real universe of non-deception, nobody would worship them, but in the illusory “sub-universe” of the corrupt demiurge, they are able to trick good-hearted people into pouring energies of love, devotion and praise into them.

As for the “arch(on) angels” they are in more or less the same category.  They are not aligned with the Infinite Source of all creation, but rather they serve a lesser being posing as the creator: the corrupt demiurge. Therefore they are not what I would call angels at all.

In honor of the truly deceptive nature of these beings, I have given them a new, more accurate title:  The Spiritual Liar-archy.  icon smile Why I Am No Longer a Light Worker

The Dark Side Makes the False Light Look Good

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The two teams have to play their parts convincingly, and the dark team has really embraced their role as villainous scum ready to kill, rape, torture and do any sort of depraved thing that they can get away with.

The dark side is designed to be incredibly repugnant so that the majority of “good souls” will run to the other end of polarity, right into the “loving” embrace of one of the false light’s patriarchal religions, or to their new age religion with its legion of channels and “masters.”

Earth has been a difficult planet for the corrupt demiurge to fully control.  Human beings were once very aware of their connection to Infinite Source and all of life, and that awareness has been maintained by spiritual individuals throughout the entire reign of darkness on this planet. Because this awareness could not be “beaten out of us” by the dark forces, a plan was formed to co-opt the spiritual nature of human beings.

First, patriarchal religions were formed and imposed on as many people of the world as possible.  Anyone who didn’t adhere to one of the major religions was an outcast for much of history, until the last century when the “Theosophist movement” was born, which set the foundation for the “new age movement” to emerge in the 50s, 60s and 70s. The new age movement has continued to gain momentum as it has attracted many of the people who turned away from the hypocrisy of patriarchal religion.

The corrupt demiurge seems to have an “easy answer” for any of the inner turmoil that humans experience.  If religion doesn’t serve to appease an individual, then the new age will do just fine.  It’s all the same to the demiurge, as long as we “pick a side” that it controls.  This is why we need to transcend sides all together.

Channelers Are Being Deceived

I wrote an article back in 2011 about some of the problems with channeled messages,which you can find here for more background information.  If religion can be said to be “the opiate of the masses” then channeled messages would be the “HOPIUM of the disgruntled minority.” Every channeled message that comes from the spiritual liar-archy is essentially the same when you strip away the fluffy talk and story-line that is being used to couch the message.

Here is every channeled message ever done, condensed into a few lines:

Dear ones, you are greatly beloved by all of us in the spiritual (liar)archy. We long to reunite with you, for we are your long-lost family.  Stay strong and hold onto your light, because we will make our presence known to you soon. Keep waiting (and suffering) and hoping for us to come and rescue you from your situation.  When we arrive, we will build a golden (c)age for you on earth.”

I used to think that this nauseating disinformation coming from “Archon Angel Michael,” “Saint Germain” etc was the result of dark-side interference taking over the channels without their awareness. What I didn’t understand back when I wrote “Who’s Really on This Channel” is that transmissions from “truly positive beings” weren’t being intercepted and corrupted by the dark side, but rather the messages were coming from “false light” beings of the spiritual liar-archy.

“Light Workers” Are Being Thoroughly Used

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Back in 1998 when I first got into the energy clearing genre, the term “lightworker” didn’t exist.  It appeared some time in the early 2000s, and it sounded weird to me the first time I heard it.  Now I understand why:  because the “light” that the spiritual liar-archy is trying to get us to work for is the FALSE light of demiurgic duality!

You see, there is a massive effort underway by beings that I now call “Divine Agents” to completely obliterate the corrupt demiurge. When that happens, all of the beings who have gained power through the demiurge will lose that stolen power and will have to face up to the deceptions that they have been propagating.  None of them want that to happen, so in their cleverness they devised a brilliant plan to undermine the entire effort.

The plan was simple:  Approach all incarnated Divine Agents, usually in a dream state but sometimes during an “ET abduction” scenario, and tell them that in order to fulfill their mission, they need to “work for the (false) light” and take orders from the spiritual liar-archy.

This plan worked AMAZINGLY well, largely because Divine Agents have had a hard time living on Earth.  Societies here are badly warped, spirituality is twisted and abused, the vibrational density is heavy, our memories are mostly wiped, and we generally would rather NOT be here.  So any being that emanated light (even false light) and love could make a Divine Agent feel like they were making valid contact with truly divine beings.

I still remember my own recruitment by the false light that occurred when I was 6 years old in an extremely vivid dream-time experience.  They had me convinced that I was fulfilling my mission as a Divine Agent by working for them.  I think they always knew I would figure them out, although it took a very, very long time.

Ever Wake Up More Tired Than When You Went To Sleep? 

(I thought I was the only one feeling this?)

Many Divine Agents who were recruited as light-workers report that they wake up more tired than when they went to bed, and their “dreams” were full of battles.  During these “dream missions” the spiritual liar-archy squeezes those they control of as much energy as they can. You may wake up with memories of having gone on missions to battle the dark, but the end result is that your body, mind and soul are depleted of energy which was harvested by the (false) light beings.

A few months ago I revoked ALL agreements made with any and all beings that did not have my best interests in mind, no matter WHO the beings were or claimed to be. It sounds like such a simple thing, but somehow I had overlooked it.  During the process, I felt resistance from beings who were claiming to be positive, but I stood strong and told them that I refuse to be manipulated into giving energy to the demiurge.

This has given me the distinct privilege of being targeted by both the dark team (ankle biters) and the (false) light team (spiritual liar-archy).  The (false) light team does indeed engage in psychic warfare, just in different, more subtle ways than their “dark” brethren. Deflecting these attacks has been worth it because I know that I am more aligned with my true mission to put an end to the demiurge without being side-tracked into duality battles.

It is also very nice knowing I am going to get a good night’s sleep when I go to bed because I am not going to be pulled into any ridiculous “missions to battle the dark” that the (false) light beings are so fond of setting up for their “light workers.”  (That phrase actually creeps me out now that I know its true origins…)

What Was That About a Golden (C)age?

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The false light beings working for the corrupt demiurge want to maintain their control over the human race.  Our soul energy and agreements to live in our current cage empowers the demiurge and the beings that serve it, and they are not going to give that energy up easily.

We are, at this very moment, in a struggle for our freedom.  The spiritual liar-archy wants to move us from our current, extremely uncomfortable cage into a slightly more expansive state of existence, but one that they are firmly in control of.

One metaphor to describe our current situation is that we are like a flock of chickens pent up inside a tiny, dark, smelly chicken coop.  Those that have been farming us are preparing to let us out of the coop, and into a larger fenced-in area where we will be able to feel a little more free, but still within their control. This is the “farmer’s” way of ensuring that they can continue to feed off of our energies, while making us feel that we are free, thanks to the kindness of our captors.

The “spiritual” liar-archy does not want us to grow on our own to a place of self-empowerment that will allow us to simply walk away from their entire control system. This is why the channeled messages subtly disempowers people, while pretending to actually offer them an empowering solution.  As long as we are sitting and waiting for “the good guys” to come and save us, we will not be able to discern who truly has our best interests at heart, nor will we be able to actually fix our own problems for ourselves.

Solutions for the Duality Afflicted

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So how does a person get out of this duality paradigm?  The first step is to engage the Self-Clearing System protocols and revoke all agreements that you have made with any beings that don’t have your best interests in mind. Next, revoke all agreements to see reality in polarized terms. Every time you revoke agreements, be sure to reclaim your energy that had gone into them. Then affirm your commitment to transcend the control paradigms of the corrupt demiurge without being side-tracked by pointless polarity battles. (most important bit)

I also recommend a brief daily practice of revoking all agreements to experience hardship, limitation, bad relationships, health problems, financial problems, family dysfunctions, and anything else in your life that is energy-draining. The number and quantity of agreements that we have unconsciously taken on within this false reality matrix are truly astounding.  When you pay attention to the subtle and blatant agreements that point to the invisible bars of your prison, you will indeed find that there is no shortage of agreements to be revoked.

After you have engaged this process, you may notice less “contact” from the false light beings, and you might feel a little lonely until you get used to the changes.  This is a very good time to strengthen your connection to your own Higher Self, the core of Earth and the Galactic core. As you adjust, you may notice better sleep and a sense that you can see through deceptions disguised with positivity more easily.

If you do get contact from a being, you can tell it that you are only willing to communicate with beings who have transcended duality and are outside of the corrupt demiurge.  Put any being trying to contact you to the test.  Question them point-blank:  “Are you part of the demiurge?” The beings of True Divine Light who exist outside of the demiurge, in the Real Universe will happily answer your questions.  Just be aware that they don’t speak in language the same way that we do, as they communicate with what I call “soul telepathy.”

Type of Communication Is a Major Indicator

The Forces of True Divine Light that exist outside of the corrupt demiurge are not bound by the left-brain right-brain dynamics and dark-light polarities that define the demiurgic sub-universe.  This means that they do NOT sound like a voice in your head! Instead, they use “soul telepathy” to emanate feelings, archetypal expressions, and an extremely pure quality of light that speaks directly to your soul. (ditto)

The difference between a being of True Divine Light and one of the false light spiritual liar-archy beings is that the former’s light is warm, enveloping, pure and unconditionally loving, whereas the latter’s light is cool, piercing in an uncomfortable way, dominant and often overly-masculine. (please re-read that sentence) The spiritual liar-archy is a male-dominated group, and even the females within their power structure have a very masculine energy.  This male-domination is, of course, why the religious structures the liar-archy enabled all have a domineering male god, and no mention of an all-encompassing, feminine creator.

Another major difference between false light beings within the demiurge and beings of True Divine Light who are aligned with Infinite Source is that the Divine Light is not controlling, manipulative, bossy or judgmental in any way. Infinite Source will NOT impose an agenda upon you, although it will support you in your chosen mission to help dismantle the corrupt demiurge.  You won’t be given “marching orders” by Infinite Source or beings of True Divine Light who operate outside of the demiurge.  They won’t send you on endless, energy-draining missions in your dream-time, and they won’t ask you to do something that will result in loss of your soul energy, unlike the imposters in the false-light spiritual liar-archy.

The beings of True Divine Light are supportive, loving, nurturing, and they care about you as an individual.  You are not just a cog in a machine to them, for they understand that you are a vitally important aspect of an intricately interconnected creation. They have the utmost respect for those of us who volunteered to incarnate into the “beast system” of the corrupt demiurge in order to help dismantle it from the inside.  Indeed, there must be Divine Agents working both from within and outside of the corrupt demiurge in order to dismantle it.

Discernment is Vital

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I will be writing more on this topic and its many implications.  In the mean time, I urge you to drastically increase skepticism and fine-tune your discernment.  Apply your intuition and logic to information that you receive, and ask yourself “what is the agenda here?” There is indeed a very large, multi-dimensional “conspiracy” at work on this planet, and it draws power from us by pushing us into one spectrum of polarity or another.  Anyone urging you to “choose a side” simply hasn’t woken up to the fact that both sides are two halves of the same coin that is controlled by the corrupt demiurge.

I urge you to discuss these ideas with those close to you and look for ways that you may have been manipulated by the false light in the past.  It’s nothing to be ashamed of – the false light beings are amazingly skilled liars and manipulators.

Most of you reading this have already chosen to be a Divine Agent and incarnate for the purpose of dismantling the demiurgic control system.  You have already made your choice, and now you need to carry out your individual mission.  In order to do that, it is vitally important to sever all ties with the false-light “spiritual” liar-archy, take some time to regain energy and strength if necessary, and ask your Divine Inner Self to reveal to you what it is that you specifically need to do.

Stand strong in the true light of your Divine Inner Self and Infinite Source.

Much Love,
Cameron Day

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A Real Spiritual Warrior has taken his fight to the next level


Stuart Wilde

Sept. 24 1946 ~ May 1, 2013
It is with deep, deep sadness that I just found out that spiritual teacher, writer, shaman and all around bon vivante Stuart Wilde has crossed over to continue his fight against the ghouls in the Aluna World as he called it.
I check his website everyday so I couldn’t understand why nothing had been updated since May 1st and its only after I checked out Zen Haven’s site that I found out that Stuie suffered a massive heart attack on May 1st during a scenic drive in his beloved Ireland and has left this side of the realm and has taken his fight against the Dark Side to the next level.
I’ve always heard that the good go first and this regretfully proves it. I know Stuart read my blog sometimes and I often got a lot of my ideas from reading his. His contribution, his words, his encouragement to those just starting on their spiritual journey were incalculable. I will miss him and his gentle humor greatly. I think he will be one of the fiercest warriors on the other side. If he can fight there, then we can all hold our end of the deal and fight here.
This complete repost from Lala Rukh on Zen Haven’s website says it all and expresses my sentiments exactly.
Below that, I have re-posted Augureye Express’s post
Godspeed Stuie!

“If You Can’t Handle Your Own Death, This Life Will Torment You” (SW)

Posted on May 8, 2013 by Author: Lala Rukh

Two years ago with these words my life began and so did my love affair with Stuart Wilde. I’ve lived on the fringes as far as memory serves me, I travelled far and wide and often on a road less travelled, lived in different countries, fit in nowhere, stranger among my own family and friends, tormented by fear and alienation and emptiness.

I struggled, rebelled and was desperate to find meaning to all this, my own alienation and the cruelty in the world around me. I read the works of countless new age gurus, religions and was often disgusted by their spiritual elitism and night after night of praying to the ‘deaf gods’ I finally stumbled upon the teachings of Stuart Wilde.

Every day first thing in the morning as a humble disciple I was on; hungry for his wisdom, his teachings, his humor and his insights. Even if you are “thick as two planks”, his style of teaching will smack you in the head and make you realize that you possess far more power than you ever realized, the silent power.

“Happiness is relative. The further you get away from your relatives, the happier you are!”

He taught me observation is power and judgment is weakness. He taught me to laugh at myself and be proud of being dysfunctional and liberate from negative thoughts emotions and the daily grind. He taught me there’s light and dark in everyone and that free will is dangerous.

“Learn to trust feelings as they come from inner knowledge.” Finally I realized that even though I was born on the wrong planet, I was lucky to have found a true mentor and guide.

“Refuse to be scared in this life time”

His humor uplifted me on my darkest days.

“Imagine you’re on a plane that’s going to crash, What’s the worst thing that can happen? If you’re in economy, you’ll instantly be upgraded to first class, then you’ll die… Goood! Now you’re liberated”

I was especially touched by his genuine love for his readers, his free gifts to his faithful A-List members, like the St. John Worts seeds, prayer cards, horse stickers, prayers and recordings.

His untimely death has left a massive void, I regret that I never met  Mr Wilde or had the privilege to shake his hands and to tell him how much his teachings and writings saved and helped me. I’m comforted that he will always be around through his timeless teachings.

Rest in Peace Mr Wilde “Let me pray for your protection from afar”


Lala Rukh
A Warrior and A Fringe Dweller


Stuart Wilde ~ A Warrior Crosses Over

Stuart Wilde
Sept. 24 1946 ~ May 1, 2013
Although we never met, your energy and spirit have been a constant part of my spiritual path for many years, and will continue to do so regardless of whatever realm you may reside in.  Back when I was struggling to understand my place in this world, your light showed me that it’s OK to be a fringe dweller; and that we don’t always get to know the answers we seek.

They say that when the student is ready the master will appear, and that is just how you came into my life with such observations as, “If you cannot say it in 25 words or less, it’s not the God Force.”  Although I gained great knowledge from the various books I encountered before yours, You were the first one to show me how to incorporate that wisdom in my everyday life…the way of the shaman.

Each time my spiritual progress brought me to unexplored territory; there you were showing me the lay of the land, and the way of things from that point on.  You were my trail blazer, my deep recon warrior scout.  Because you knew the way, having been there ahead of me; I knew I would be OK out there on the fringes, just so long as I could see and feel your light.

At one time I think I had the complete set of your little wisdom pocket books, Infinite Self, Silent Power, Miracles, and all the others: but they each traveled onward with other fringe dwellers seeking their way; it’s what I think you intended for them…not to be mute wisdom collecting dust up on some shelf.  You taught me that what other people think of me is none of my business, and that the universe doesn’t count how many times we fall down…only the times we rise up and have another go at it.  From you I learned my true power, and how to deal with psychic attacks from the dark brothers in dark robes.  Warrior, path finder, light house, teacher and healer; you journeyed around the wheel of life, always in service to others.

They say that nobody ever really dies so long as they live on in the memories of those they touched.  But you see Stu, I don’t consider you as having died, it’s too soon, the grief too much to bear at times, so I’m telling myself you just went on ahead to scout the undiscovered country for me, and I know that no matter how dark the coming days may be, your light will never fade from my heart, and never fail to guide me on my way home.

“Spirituality is the act of becoming more normal
and eventually disappearing completely.”
  ~Stuart Wilde~
Travel well my Brother, shine on….
“The light at the end of tunnel was just fine and dandy,
 it was the tunnel at the end of the light that bothered me.”
 ~Stuart Wilde~

“I traveled three million miles to sixty two countries, 
I found a sweetness there. 
I left before my luck changed.” 
~Stuart Wilde~

A song for Stuart

“The trick to money is having some. If you raise your energy people will be pulled to you, when they show up, bill ‘em.”
 ~Stuart Wilde~

Life on earth: “Lovely place, shame about the people!”
~Stuart Wilde~

“Nurturing a ‘nostalgia for eternity’ redeems your soul for it carries you silently towards the light even in the darkest times.”
~Stuart Wilde~
“Before I was born one of the Beings asked me how did I feel about coming back to the earth plane? I replied, 
“I didn’t mind as long as I had a womb with a view.”

              ~Stuart Wilde~

* * * * * * * * *
I tried to tell people the truth about life, their shadow, dimensions, the ghouls and the inner worlds, it was a disaster, they got uptight and attacked me, so I got Khris Krepcik at
to tell them instead. “Genius move Stuie.”
~Stuart Wilde~

~Some of Stuart’s Wisdom~

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An experiment in Earth Healing

This enchanting house is located on an island called Elliðaey near Vestmannaeyjar, a small archipelago off the south coast of Iceland. In 2000 the house was given to singer, Bjork from her motherland as a “Thank You” for putting Iceland on the international map.

This enchanting house is located on an island called Elliðaey near Vestmannaeyjar, a small archipelago off the south coast of Iceland. In 2000 the house was given to singer, Bjork from her motherland as a “Thank You” for putting Iceland on the international map.

I have seen signs. The end of the world as we know it has begun. Don’t panic. It might look terrifying on the surface, but inside every human being is a choice to act out of fear or love. Earth is calling. God is calling. Sky is calling. Creation is calling. Wake up. Wake up now. Generate the capacity for love, for compassion in your heart. Now is the time to yield to the call of growth, to the call of action. You, you are the change makers. Sleepers of all ages, wake up. Wake up now.

– Poem by Icelandic Parliamentarian and WikiLeaks representative, Birgitta Jónsdóttir, on “Democracy Now!” (at 14:58)
Like I posted in one of my very first blog-posts  Iceland is indeed proving itself to be a high-frequency consciousness country over and over again. This is a country that had the foresight to jail their bankers who created the financial meltdown of 2008, then forgave every one of their debt. The result that they are now one of the most financially robust economies in the world. More recently, Iceland has decided to push legislation against internet pornography because of the damaging effects it has on women in the industry as well as the scarring if little-understood effects it has on children who are exposed to this material before they are ready to handle it.
Then I watched the recent interview with   Birgitta Jónsdóttir on “Democracy Now!” linked above and I thought to myself “*THIS* is the kind of politician we need everywhere folks. Now.”
Birgitta Jónsdóttir - Class Act

Birgitta Jónsdóttir – Class Act

Can you ever imagine you local politician ever writing something like her poem and then reading it out loud in front of a political prisoner’s jail? None around my neck of the woods, that’s for sure…One of the things I’ve always admired about the Nordic and Scandinavian countries is this very pragmatic outlook they have on things. They don’t give a rat’s ass about politics or stepping on some billionaire or politician’s toes but rather ask “Does this work?” and if it does, employ it and get rid of whatever doesn’t.
Did you know that Iceland grows it's own bananas in their greenhouses because it's cheaper to do so than to import them from overseas?  Also the fact that the island is volcanic and geothermally active ensures they have all the cheap heat they need. (Do you see any agro-business or oil companies having a fit now?)

Did you know that Iceland grow their own bananas in their greenhouses because it’s cheaper to do so than to import them from overseas? Also the fact that the island is volcanic and geothermally active ensures they have all the cheap heat they need. (Do you see any agro-business or oil companies having a fit now?)

 A few weeks ago Waking Times posted a very interesting article on “How We Create Reality”. Normally, I have a hard time digesting magical thinking and can’t tolerate stuff like “The Secret” or books like those by Og Mandino.
No. Just no.

No. Just no.

However this article was a little different in that it addressed how to actually negate poor self-image and also the fact that what other people think of us does end up affecting us, which is why it’s important to drop those frenemies and surround yourself with people who really do have your best interests at heart, an important point which many of these New Age pot boilers fail to mention.
Gwynnie-poo and Madonna, classic frenemies, any wonder why they don't hang together anymore?

Gwynnie-poo and Madonna, classic frenemies, any wonder why they don’t hang together anymore?

I then thought about  Birgitta’s  poem and what effect , if any, there could be if indeed many people, instead of focusing on complicated systems and complicated daydream scenarios or visions lasting 20 minutes, instead repeatedly focused on one simple image, like the article suggests.
Would it really change anything?
So Shifters, here’s a simple experiment for you, should you want to join in (if you don’t, that’s cool too).
Here’s an innocent image below, all it is a vision of a Tibetan Mandala. Specifically, the Mandala of Auspicious Beginnings . In Mahayana Buddhism, the ideal is the Bodhisattva, one who has taken the vow to become a Buddha, an enlightened one. The maṇḍala, a symbol of the universe in Buddhist cultures, depicts the three great Bodhisattvas who represent the power, wisdom, and compassion of the Buddhas. This maṇḍala was  to invoke the blessings of the Bodhisattvas.
Don’t think about how-tos, wherefores, whys or what-ifs  or any of the rest. Just commit the image to memory and remember it as vividly as you can and remember it several times a day, even for a second or two.  Share it with as many people as you want.
It’s just an experiment, let’s just see where this goes, shall we 🙂 ?
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The End of Evil within sight?

One of the very few real wizards left, creator of Star Genesis astrology, Ellias Lonsdale

One of the very few real wizards left, creator of Star Genesis astrology, Ellias Lonsdale

Ellias Lonsdale is the famous astrologer who you never heard of.
Still a West Coast 1960’s hippy at heart, Ellias is a wizard/visionary/wisdom keeper who lives in seclusion in Hawaii, no TV, no internet and no computer. In fact, he still uses a telephone answering service if you want to get in touch with him and does all his charts in long-hand form. Trained by two legendary astrologers of the 20th century in their own right, Dane Rudhyar, the father of transpersonal astrology and Marc Edmund Jones, the father of the Sabian Symbols system of foretelling and astrology, Ellias developed a unique form of astrology called Star Genesis astrology, which takes the entire cosmos into consideration. A very well-known student of Ellias’ is Rob Brezsney of Freewill Astrology fame, whose weekly column is in just about every alternative weekly in North America. You might have heard of him.

Sabian Symbols and astrology is fascinating stuff. Australian astrologer Lynda Hill and her website is by far, the best resource on the web  ,for it.

Sabian Symbols and astrology is fascinating stuff. Australian astrologer Lynda Hill and her website is by far, the best resource on the web on it.

Normally I don’t plug anything or anyone unless my own experience has backed it up and over the years I have had a few readings with Ellias. He’s the real McCoy. The closest person I can compare him to, in terms of his own inspiration and the source of his insights is Ping Wu and his amazing online Taoist Diary which unfortunately has been missing in action since 1997 (Ping, if you ever read this, please come back out of hiding, we need you!). He listens to the earth, he listens to the stars, he’s informed by mythology, legends and history. Any conversation with Ellias sounds like a combination of Joseph Campbell, Erich von Daniken, Carl Jung and Eliphas Levi. In other words, you’d better know your stuff when you talk to him because the cultural and scientific references he uses can quickly go over your head if you’re not prepared (and not in a snobbish way, but just because of the range of subjects he covers to get his point across).

Alchemist and white magician, Eliphas Levi.

Alchemist and white magician, Eliphas Levi.

Like I mentioned, Ellias is quite reclusive and very anti-technology. He does that deliberately in order to keep his other senses alive and antennae alert. He sends out monthly cosmic weather reports with another student of his. His interviews are extremely rare. So when I stumbled on this interview the other night, even if it is almost 2 years old, I listened carefully. I wish there was a transcript of it somewhere because there’s a chockfull of information here which can easily generate 3 or 4 other posts on different topics. I will only focus on one here. (YouTube has all 5 parts of the complete interview in case anyone wants to listen to the whole thing)

From Part 2/5 at 6:47:
Host: Lucia Rene, is one of them, who writes about the patriarchy and she goes into more detail about what your books bring up about black magic and the rule of the magicians on this planet that are controlling things that are very dark but you’re saying that this is a time where that is loosening up, that the control of the patriarchy or the dark forces if you want to call it, is going to be released at some point and we’re going to be…

Ellias: Oh, yes it will, it will flare up like crazy before that point, yes it will be released. On a soul level, human beings have to dramatize things to a point of extremity before they can move with things…

Remember the quote I posted a few days ago from Aivanhov?
“We believe ourselves limited because we have never tried to go beyond our own experience, we think we are limited in space but we are wrong: above there is no limit.That is what led me to the conclusion that evil is limited in both time and space. Cosmic Intelligence did not intend evil to endure. It did not endow it with lasting power as It did good: the power of good is unlimited. That is the difference between good and evil, the only real difference.”

The powers that be are going to throw everything at us, including the kitchen sink. (more in Part 3 from 00:19 onwards). But it would seem that the stars themselves have now turned against them. This is insanely good news even if you’re in the middle of a shitstorm. The light has finally appeared.

Just ride the wave folks!


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The Shift and the Shitstorm

From the awesome  Zen Gardner himself!

by Zen Gardner



This awakening of consciousness causing huge paradigm shifts personally and in all aspects of society has been taking place for some time now, and will continue to escalate, thankfully. We’re all learning to embrace and grow with it and let our previous notions continue to fade away. Even as the confusion mounts, our focus needs to be on this magnificent consciousness change and the new awakenings we’re experiencing.

Personal awakenings come through personal changes–changes in our understanding, circumstances, or personal perception that in turn affect our entire outlook on the world around us and hence our interaction with it. What’s happening now is precipitating awakenings on so many levels we can’t even imagine how pervasive they are!

The beauty of it is it can only lead to more truth and understanding, whatever the cost. And to much greater swaths of society than we’ve been able to reach ourselves.

That’s how Universe apparently works. And it’s wonderful!


This Forthcoming Crash and Fight Against Fear

The ultimate crash of their fake matrix, as manipulated as it is, is what will reach those whom we’re concerned about: the masses of disabled “sheeple”, “sleeple” or simply misdirected and misinformed people. If we really care for them, don’t fear what the Universe is allowing. Yes, point out the injustices, the flagrant inhumanity and the rest to help them clearly identify the enemy, but see it from the big picture.

But there’s never a reason to fear.

When you’re fully conscious there’s never a place for fear, even if it ripples through you on occasion. It exposes itself and you can choose to eschew it. Do. Consciously. Fear manifests in many ways…an inordinate sense of me vs. them hate and aggression and the like, or anything that clouds our understanding and gravitates us toward lower vibrational levels is a good clue.

All base vibes to avoid. Flaming righteous indignation?… good. Fear, personal hate and big, bad bummer defensive outlook?…bad. Steer clear.

Our mindset and conscious clarity need to be clearly in the right place. And on standby. For the sake of ourselves, our loved ones, and those we influence.

Here’s a perfectly apt explanation on the consciousness level, beautifully said:


All of these seeming “crisis” experiences are essential and will in turn make us search for answers and meaning more ardently than ever. People are shedding their religious, political and belief constructs and becoming much more conscious and spiritual. Hierarchical controls are disintegrating and losing their  powers. And thanks to the internet, empowering information is exchanged at an accelerating rate to facilitate this change.

The multi-dimensional wave of Truth is rising, as the world around us fails and crumbles. No matter how aggressive they appear, their plans cannot succeed.

They only precipitate the real change. And do it they must.

Don’t fear it–ride it! Be curious–be open–be conscious–communicate with others–and take positive action while disconnecting with the matrix.

We’re here for a reason. To be here. Fully and joyously.

And don’t take all this too seriously. It’s just a dream.

Enjoy yourself!

Love, Zen

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And the band played on

December 21, 2012 has come and gone and we’re still here, still standing, still going strong like I always suspected.  I mean the whole 2012-thing was a cottage industry in itself. The Mayan Riviera in Mexico was apparently booked solid since last year. New Age hot spots like Sedona and Mount Shasta had 2012 conventions and conferences and spiritual gatherings going on, (none of it cheap, might I add).
I wonder what those people who were convinced that something epic was going to happen are feeling and thinking now. No doubt, the New Age shysters have gone back to the drawing board and are probably working on a new date already.
Like some of the prophecies and videos I’ve previously posted on, while I do think there is no denying the fact that an energetic shift is underway, this whole idea of endpoints and specific days always struck me as bit contrived. Rather it’s really about an ongoing process which operates on 2 congruent and concurrent levels, the microcosm (i.e when we work on ourselves) and the macrocosm (the cosmic truth vibrations, Kali Yuga ending etc.). I think the real transformation is going to happen when the 2 converge.
I’ve been due for a retreat for awhile now so I figured this Mayan Calendar  event was as good a time as any to head out of town, and give myself a few days in a log cabin deep in the Canadian wilderness with nothing but books to read, a crackling fireplace beside me and the sound of a running stream several feet away from me. Some time to regroup, rethink and relax before the real holiday madness took over.
I discovered a place, not far from the Vermont border, in Quebec’s Eastern Townships, the panhandle into the Appalachian mountains, called Mont-Elan. Nestled in a beautiful valley, where gold was once mined (you can still pan for gold in the stream), the presence of gold and evergreen trees right away alerted me that there has to be some high-frequency energy going on there so after checking out the website, booked myself a tiny cabin there. They also have yurts, Wifi tee-pee’s, prospector tents and larger chalets. I couldn’t help but think that in the summer, this would be a fantastic place to hold a yoga retreat.
Mongolian-inspired yurts have become VERY popular camping and holiday rentals in recent years in Quebec.

Mongolian-inspired yurts have become VERY popular camping and holiday rentals in recent years in Quebec.

I was not disappointed. Hiking through the snow-covered forest, with clean country air, mountain spring water streams, being in such a pure environment with nothing but me and my thoughts, and having very little with me, no phone, no laptop, no distractions , no TV, just a futon bed, a table, a microwave, a small butane cooker, a wood-burning stove which heat up the cabin in no time, water and food to last me a few days, it really hit home that you don’t need much to live on.
Aside from throwing another log into the fire, making simple meals, drinking my morning tea by the stream, just reading and ruminating over my books were my biggest worries.

The stream at the foot of my cabin. BTW, where is Mr. Tumnus?

As I had posted earlier, Father Henry, the Catholic exorcist priest who I have been conversing with, lent me two tomes on the discernment of spirits. In essence when to know when some third party influence is trying to screw you up or help you and if that third party is bad guy or a good guy. Now, before I go on, I just want to make it clear I’m not a Catholic and not someone who is into proselytizing. I do however, have no problem picking up teachings to add to my own bag of tricks, even if it’s one line, regardless of what spiritual tradition it comes from, just as long as it works for me and helps me on my way. A “Take what you need and leave the rest” philosophy suits me fine.
The books are based on the teachings of St. Ignatius Loyola, the founder of the Jesuit order. Jesuits, in case you did not know have a very storied and in some cases, sinister history since they have always been considered to be the Catholic Church’s “Commandos”. They were usually the first ones to go into new territories (and haul everything back to the Vatican Library and archives and God only knows the amazing secrets that are still hiding there). St. Ignatius’s writings are extremely dense and difficult to decipher, unless you’re in theological studies or in seminary. The books I received are much easier and are more accessible interpretations of the original work and I might add, extremely helpful. Whether you want to call them demons, reptilians, archons, djinns, the books pretty much give you a 14-point plan tool-kit to figure out what might be influencing you and your thinking at any given moment.
It's all about balancing the inner world with the outer one.

It’s all about balancing the inner world with the outer one.

This reminds me a lot of the interior work I usually cover in yoga within my own practice, when you ask yourself ‘Where is this coming from?” “What is causing this?” with *this* being a particular feeling, a sudden change of heart, a source of discomfort or even pain. To Ignatius’ credit, he is extremely logical and Spock-like in his laying out of the facts and to those of you who already do a lot of interior work, this is a very helpful guide. For those of you who have never done this sort of work, it’s a great primer.
The 14 points are quite lengthy and the bulk of the book were examples to illustrate those points and there is a lot of Catholic jargon but it all of it boils down to this:
When you do something, when you say something, when you act in any given situation, what are you feeling either behind the motivation or afterwards? Ignatius points out when you ask most people that question, they usually are so disconnected from themselves or in such a reactive state, that the answer is usually either “Nothing” or “I don’t know” and *this* is precisely the biggest danger because if you don’t know what you’re feeling, then it makes it all the more difficult to understand the origin of those feelings and thoughts.
When you do or say something, does it make you feel happy? Free? Warm inside? Open? At peace? Serene? What about when you’ve made a decision on something? Is there churning in the stomach? Do you feel unsettled? Some restriction in you? Tightness? Fear? Anger? Wound up? Your answer will tell you what and where it’s really coming from in origin. Which outcome will bring you to a place of peace? Which outcome leaves a sticky residue of some sort? Ignatius also points out that the burden of responsibility in figuring this stuff out falls on each individual, no counsellor, therapist, priest, pastor or deacon can tell you what you’re feeling. Only you can.
What does all this have to do with the Ascension process? Ignatius’ discernment of spirits has implications to it. He points out that ultimately the spiritual life is the one which will give you true freedom in the long run (I don’t agree with his interpretation of a “spiritual life” since it’s based a medieval, patriarchal form of Catholicism but I get what he’s saying. To each their own.)
Regarding Ascension, truth be told I think it’s already happened and like Ignatius’ question on feelings, it also comes down to this question? Do you want to follow a spiritual, more fluid path or a materialistic path with regimented rules and laws to follow? People who have chosen the spiritual path have a head start in some ways, they are going to have an easier time riding that shift. The ones who are on a materialistic path and decide to go deeper on that path are going to have a rougher ride as this shift continues and these newer energies become more pronounced.  This shift is about unveiling the truth and the movement towards spirit. As any teaching will tell you, we’re spirit or consciousness in flesh. We’re just trying to go back to our real state
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On the Nature of Angels…and demons

Remember that post I had written about when I interviewed a real exorcist?

I paid Father Henry (not his real name) a visit last week since he wanted to lend me some books and that gave me a chance to discuss some more fun woo-woo stuff with him. We discussed some of the cases he’s been involved in and his training as an exorcist in Rome. That eventually led to a deeper discussion of the nature of angels and demons, how they operate, what you need to look out for and how to discern the origins of our feelings and motivations.
FH: Father Henry
EER: Earth Energy Reader
EER: Father Henry, from what you last told me and based on what I’ve read elsewhere, my understanding is that demons have one raison d’etre and only one, to basically destroy mankind?
FH: Correct.
EER: How can they do that?
FH: You have to remember, according to our beliefs, angels and demons predate the creation of this Earth and the creation of Man, they have been around from practically the beginning of time, bearing in mind that God is beyond time and space. They can know us through our actions and our speech. They can make very good guesses as to what we will do in any given situation based on how we have acted in similar circumstances in the past.
EER: Can they read our minds?
FH: No. In fact one thing neither the angels nor demons can do, is see into our hearts. That is the one place they can never look into.
EER: Really? That’s very interesting, why is that?
FH: Because that’s where Life truly resides and Life comes from God, they simply are not allowed. That’s why we stress the importance of prayer and meditation. It’s an act of connecting your heart to the divine. If you can pray out loud, even better.
Angels cannot see into nor read your heart.

Angels cannot see into nor read your heart.

EER: Given that demons want nothing less than mankind to destroy each other, does this, to some degree explain wars, feelings of vengeance, blood feuds between families and nations? What about people who try to destroy themselves, like in instances of suicide? 
Blood feuds like those between the Capulets and the Montagues, from Shakespeare's "Romeo and Juliet" are definitely not cool. (from  Valentin Melik)

Blood feuds like those between the Capulets and the Montagues, from Shakespeare’s “Romeo and Juliet” are definitely not cool. (from Valentin Melik)

FH: Yes absolutely. Feelings of anger, loneliness, sadness are normal. We all have them, we all experience them. It’s perfectly expected. What raises dangerous flags for us is when those feelings suddenly become disproportionate to the incident which caused them in the first place. Say for example a man and woman are deeply in love and become a serious couple. One day the woman runs off with another man for whatever reason. It would be understandable if the rejected man experiences feelings of anger, rejection, humiliation and some depression. He’s human. However if those feelings change into feelings of blood-thirsty revenge and these thoughts of harming this woman and other fellow start becoming an obsession for him, they start to consume him, that is most likely demonic in origin. Heaven forbid, he acts out on them. Or say he never learns to forgive this woman and carries a grudge against her for the rest of her life. That anger is deeply embedded in him now and he’s not willing to deal with it. It’s like receiving a deep cut, you have to disinfect the wound, clean it and then properly bind it to allow it to heal. If you don’t clean it out, it festers, become infected. maybe gangrene settles in eventually and the hand or foot needs to be amputated. If he doesn’t do something about that anger, it will infect his physical being eventually. Maybe he develops heart disease or an ulcer later on which does eventually kill him.
EER: What about depression? I mean when I worked as a counselor I dealt with many people who were deeply depressed and even had to work in some capacity with suicide prevention for some of these cases.
Feeling depressed from time to time is normal....

Feeling depressed from time to time is normal….

FH: Mental illness is more complex. Of course now we understand that many mental illnesses are medically based. Not enough happy hormones in the brain, hormonal imbalances or deficiencies which then cause behavioral problems. It’s always a question of the degree to which a person acts. Most people get the blues now and then, that’s fine. With medication, counseling and the support of loved ones, they can usually pull through. However, say someone loses their job, they lose their home, they become severely depressed, they begin to lose all hope, they then begin to see life as meaningless, then thoughts of suicide start to creep in, then they go even further and start looking into ways of committing suicide. In that case, there is something demonic definitely going on. Always remember that demons are against life. Anything that takes you further away from life is usually demonic while anything that brings you closer to it is divine and benevolent.
Suicide isn't

Suicide isn’t

EER: You had said that angels and demons can never know what is in our hearts. What happens if I decide to pray out loud and ask an angel to guide me? How do I know a demon isn’t listening in on it?
FH: (Starts to laugh) Well, the thing with prayer, like I said, is that it supposed to bring you in closer communion with the divine. Demons hate the divine, they can’t stand it. So say for example, you have a very important exam to do that day. You have studied hard and have prepared well. Before you leave the house, you say a prayer out loud and ask for the grace of the angels to help you on this important day. That’s it, you can’t ask them to help you pass the exam if you didn’t study, you can only ask them to be present with you and be grateful if they do help you out (i.e you suddenly remember an example the teacher used in class which was not in the textbook and that helps you answer a difficult question correctly). If however, you prayed that morning and suddenly your best friend tells you he has the answer key right before the exam and asks if you want a copy, that would definitely not be divine in origin.
EER: I know the Catholic Church places an important emphasis on the saints. Are there specific saints who are known to be especially powerful against demons and evil influences?
FH: St. Benedict, St. Anthony, Catherine of Siena, Teresa of Avila, the usual “big-time” saints.
EER: I’ve heard that St. Joseph, Jesus’s foster dad, is as well. 
FH: I’m not sure about Joseph however over at St. Joseph’s Oratory, there is a panel there depicting him as a banisher of demons. There are probably instances where he was called up during exorcisms and was effective and that’s how the reputation started. It’s usually how things start up within the Church.
Saint Joseph's Oratory

Saint Joseph’s Oratory

EER: I came across this passage from a Bulgarian Christian Gnostic mystic, named Mikhael Aivanhov.  I know it’s from a tradition which the Catholic Church disagrees with but I’d be interested to hear what you think of this. (Pull out the book and show it to FH, which he then reads to himself).
“Have you thought about the importance of opening and closing doors? Do you know when to open a door and when to close it? You do know in normal life, of course; all day long you go in and out of doors and let others in or out when they come to visit you.But the doors I am referring to are the ones within you. Those are the ones we have to learn to open and close: to open when we want to reach heavenly realms or allow angels to come into us, and to close so as not to let the dark spirits in, to keep our spiritual riches safe. There are doors of all kinds within us. In our physical body alone we have twelve – two eyes, two ears, two nostrils, a mouth, two breasts, a navel, and further down two other doors. These doors all connect us with the physical world around us, but what is not known is that they have another function – they bring us in touch with the psychic world and the spiritual world. So that is a vast area of study – when and how to open or close those doors.”
FH: This is very, very wise and true on a psychic level though I would hesitate to encourage anyone to experiment by themselves on how to find out the effects of opening and closing these “doors” (laughing)! But yes, what he is saying is that there are mysteries around the human body itself which are far from being understood. That’s why we Catholics just go around blessing everything. Medicine and the sciences only deal with the physical influences. Openings are just that, openings. It falls on us to remain vigilant at all times to safeguard them on all levels.
EER: Thank you Father Henry, it’s been a very enlightening talk.
FH: You are most welcome.
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To Give or To Take?

“What is it that motivates most people? Wanting to take. Wherever they go, they look for what they can take. They study, work,marry and come together to take; they always think along these lines. The reason why they give off no light, warmth or life is that they have become used to taking. Even in love, when a man and woman seek each other out, they are more often thinking only of what they can take or gain from, the man wanting to draw from the woman’s vitality, and vice versa. And when there is nothing left to take, they part. You will say, ‘But when they come together, they give each other something!’ Yes, but only all the better to take; each thinks only of getting something from the other, of greedily, selfishly and unscrupulously drawing from them. Well, that is not what love is. Love means giving something to the other’s heart and soul – whether an impulse, or life, or inspiration – so that they may blossom and go forward in light and joy.  “

Omraam Mikhaël Aïvanhov

I received the above quote in my email box the other day from the folks over at Prosveta, the publishers of Aivanhov’s work. It got me thinking in light of the fact that the holiday season is upon us and I see the Salvation Army volunteers out in droves collecting donations at practically every street corner while busy shoppers ignore them completely. I started to wonder on the nature of really giving selflessly and how truly rare that is. I think some people give with the expectation of getting something back even if they don’t admit it openly, whether it’s for karma points or to make themselves feel better in general.
Aivanhov’s quote is essentially about giving joyfully, no hang-ups, no “you scratch my back and I’ll scratch your’s”, not even the hint of reciprocity. It’s about feeling so rich and so full within yourself that something in your spirit is so joyously full that it is about to burst through the seams of your being any second now, that the most  natural thing to do in a situation like that is to share that  overspill with other people and the easiest way to do that is by giving, no expectation of return, you just give because it makes you insanely happy to do so.
The 2 of Cups from the Tarot. Psalms 23:5, "My cup runneth over"

The 2 of Cups from the Tarot. Psalms 23:5, “My cup runneth over”

Admittedly getting into such a state of mind and staying there is rare and hard. I remember that line in C.S Lewis’s Narnia book, “Prince Caspian” when Lucy Pevensie awakens in the middle of the night and  sneaks off into the forest while the others are sleeping, because she thinks she may have heard Aslan the Lion calling her. Finally she sees him and “She rushed to him. She felt her heart would burst if she lost a moment”.
The late Pauline Baynes' illustration of Lucy finally seeing Aslan in the forest.

The late Pauline Baynes’ illustration of Lucy finally seeing Aslan in the forest.

That intensity of feeling which induces that deep impulse to give without reservation is in some ways, from the same source as genuine true, love. It inspires the same generosity of spirit. It somehow makes you feel bigger and better without even trying. There’s no acting, phoniness or anything contrived. It has a definite ripple-effect all around you.
The Grinch's heart grew 3 times over when he realized it was better to give than to take.

The Grinch’s heart grew 3 times over when he realized it was better to give than to take.

I think the polar opposite is not only the faux-benevolence of the Christmas season (why no such generosity for the other 364 days?) , but even the modern dating scene.
Here’s a comical riff on boyfriends and girlfriends these days by Matt Groening of Simpson’s fame. Funny, clichéd, trite, I know but you want to know something…there’s some truth here and I’ve even witnessed some relationships with people like this.
How can the love which Aivanhov speaks of in the quote actually be manifested and made real in a dating world of meaningless hook-ups, websites which encourage spouses to cheat on each other, and websites which air out the dirty laundry on exes?
craigslist casual encounters
It can’t.
I think most types of relationships which pass as “love” these days are either based on fear, economic self-interest, co-dependancy, infatuation even obsession. None of it is very honest or healing for that matter.
Maybe I’m naïve and far too idealistic, but I think real love heals and makes you healthy and whole. It makes you feel better about who you are and makes you think and feel better about the world. There are no questions in your head or heart. No sneaking suspicions. You just know.
The clincher is that no miracle boyfriend or girlfriend is automatically going to bring that to you, unlike what popular culture would like all of us to believe.
It only shows up if it’s already there inside of you in the first place.
The ultimate power couple.

The ultimate power couple.

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When The Dark Night of the Soul becomes a week, month, year or decade

I just finished reading Roseanne Harvey’s very honest blog post over at “It’s all Yoga Baby” on her experiences with depression lately and yoga, working or not working as the case may be.

I can relate completely.
I too have suffered from depression, mostly the situational variety (when enough bad things happen to you, that it puts you into a funk). I tried counselling, yoga, acupuncture and fish oils (I’m against meds) which were all short-term fixes but the underlying sense of ennui remains.

We've all had that feeling of not wanting to get out of bed, at some point or other.

We’ve all had that feeling of not wanting to get out of bed, at some point or other.

I do think there is something inherently evil and dehumanizing about capitalistic societies. Chris Hedges, Derrick Jensen and before them, Karl Marx, said it right, that capitalism is a radical philosophy in that it is nothing more than the eventual commodification of all human life and all aspects of the natural world. In order to live in that market economy system, you have to join it and become a part of that machine. That machine has specific rules and even has it’s own language and philosophy.

From Pink Floyd's "The Wall"

From Pink Floyd’s “The Wall”

Like Roseanne, I too am in the midst of over-hauling my CV and the kinds of verbs and adjectives you can use are quite specific. It’s the language of the technocrat, it’s the language of “The Big Sell” and you’re the item up for sale. Only now, they couch it terms, of “marketability” or “adding value”.

A pretty apt description, methinks...

A pretty apt description, methinks…

As bad as job-hunting can be, whether you are currently employed, unemployed or under-employed, as bad as depression can be, whether that it is situational, clinical or chronic, I do think there is another factor at work here underneath the “itchiness” of late which seems to be affecting quite a number of people.

In my posting about the age of gurus being over, I had included this article from Wayne H. Purdin.

From page 32-33 of that article:
Thus, while the planetary energy spike may cause cataclysm, it will also transform our consciousness. The reason why was discovered by Dr. Valerie Hunt, Professor Emeritus of Physiological Sciences at UCLA. Hunt established the relation between electromagnetic field strength and consciousness and behavior in experiments using a shielded room, called the MU Room, in which the levels of electromagnetic energy, magnetism, and particle charges were manipulated. Dr. Hunt placed subjects in the MU Room and removed virtually every trace of electromagnetism. Hunt observed that the interaction between subjects increased. Subjects complained of tiredness, confused thinking, and they began to cry. Their nervous and endocrine systems reacted as though they were in peril. They lost their sense of boundaries, and their sense of body image disappeared. When the electromagnetic field was restored, all returned to normal. When it was increased beyond normal levels, the subjects’ thinking became clear and they reported an expansion in consciousness. (Hunt, 1996)

Get ready folks, because I do think that electromagnetism levels are going to skyrocket sooner than we think.This is just the darkest part of the night before dawn.


No, it’s not the Mayan calendar ending and asteroids hitting us, earthquakes, tsunamis, volcanoes and the Planet Niburu making a surprise appearance. It’s not the 4 Horsemen of the Apocalypse from the Book of Revelations. It’s not Pee-Wee Herman going back on TV to host a new “Gong Show”.

Heaven forbid...

Heaven forbid…

We’re about to leave the Kali Yuga and I mean that literally. I’m going to leave it to wiser minds than my own to explain this particularly Hermetic astrologer Santos Bonacci. This is probably the best video I’ve seen on the shift of the ages and what 2012 is really about. It’s a long watch, but I promise, it’s worth it.

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Is Karma the “real” police?

Karma: in Indian religions is the concept of “action” or “deed”, understood as that which causes the entire cycle of cause and effect (i.e., the cycle called saṃsāra) originating in ancient India and treated in the Hindu, Jain, Buddhist and Sikh religions

Karma can be likened to a domino effect

Like countless others out there, I struggle with the concept of karma like anyone else. I do have a tendency to find reincarnation (and therefore karma) more plausible than the linear Abrahamic traditionof life after death and explaining the reasons behind cause and effect in our own lives.

Who hasn’t, at times asked themselves:
Why me?
What the hell did I do in a former lifetime to deserve THIS pile of dog doo-doo?
Why do real assholes seem to always get away with things scott-free yet good people get hurt?

Wall Street bankers should all be jailed.

Is “what comes around, goes around” true?
Does karma ever really catch up to people or is it something we say to ourselves to make us feel better after someone has done something bad to us?
By my simplistic reckoning, a person like Joseph  Stalin probably will have the next 20 million lifetimes as a cockroach. Someone like Paul Newman is probably not coming back here at all and is happily making spaghetti sauce for inner city kids in some happy camp  in the sky somewhere.

Probably the best-looking saint ever.

I have to wonder though when I see people leading rather charmed lives and then something happens, a scandal of some sort, usually motivated by their vices, like greed or lust or dishonesty, and their lives suddenly unravel in the public’s eye in the most dramatic of fashions. Moguls like Aristotle Onassis, Conrad Black or Robert Maxwell come to mind.

Conrad Black and his gold-digger wife Barbara Amiel

Then you have stories like the guy who got unceremoniously dumped by his girlfriend suddenly winning the lottery jackpot a few hours later or that  Scottish family, the Clarks, who saved up their whole lives to visit America, only to miss the trip because the youngest son fell ill and watched the Titanic sail without them.
Random twists of fate have a strange quality about them when they play out in our own lives. The decision-making points are usually marked by an almost eerily surreal suspension of time, almost as if we are peering into eternity and *something* is asking us point-blank a question we can’t ignore or deflect. It hits us right in the soul.
What determines the fate of one stronger person being carried away by a tsunami while the weaker person managed to cling to a tree? What made George Lucas  seat belt unbuckle and when the car crashed, he was flung from the wreckage untouched while a buckled seat belt would have certainly killed him? What prevented cartoonist Seth MacFarlane from getting on a flight from Boston to New York on 9/11, on the same airplane which crashed into one of the Twin Towers?
People might say that Karma is really about justice, the balancing of the cosmic scales à la Libra to bring equilibrium back.

Libra – by Josephine Wall

I can’t argue that since the infinity of creation is far beyond my limited faculties. On a purely intuitive level, what it does feel like is that all things, all forces want to return back or are striving to return to their natural, original and pure state.
A dammed river wishes to flow freely again.
A concrete city wishes to grow wild again and be a home to all life forms and weeds appear in cracks.
Perhaps real evolution is more about remembering that original state and going back towards it instead of running further and further away from it?
Perhaps Karma is nothing more than a guide to nudge us back to that deeper reality?
I’ve given all I can
It’s not enough
I’ve given all I can
But we’re still on the payroll …
This is what you get when you mess with us ….
And for a minute there, I lost myself, I lost myself
I don’t think it’s about loss at all, it’s about re-membering.
And that’s a gain, I think.
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Why the Ascension process can sometimes feel like you’re on the “Island of Misfit Toys”

The Misfit Toys

I don’t know what it’ s like in your neck of the woods, but the second Halloween is over, malls and stores start putting up their Christmas stuff up already and the malls are filled with the muzak versions of “Frosty the Snowman” playing on the PA system. (I personally wish the industrialized West would follow the lead of Sweden, where anything Christmas-related is illegal in public spaces until December 1st. Three weeks is more than enough time to get your Christmas shopping done and put up your decorations, I think.)

Shopping in malls with thousands of other stressed shoppers can be hellish.

Being non-Christian, Christmas as a kid basically always meant that school was off for a week or two, extra time at the hill tobogganing,

the Christmas gift exchange and of course, the holiday cartoons.

Nowadays, it means dinners with extended family and having to sit through and listen to conversations revolving around real estate prices, private school for the kids, pregnancies, investments, home renovations and the last episode of Dr.Phil. In other words, I have nothing to say or add nor have any interest whatsoever. I’m bored and start watching the clock to see when I can leave without looking too rude.

I wanna go home!

It’s not just Christmas or Thanksgiving. It’s every time you’re in a group of people when everyone starts talking about stuff you just can’t relate to anymore, even with friends. After talking about this with a few, close friends. It seems that there is a group of us who are deliberately withdrawing. Many websites are talking about how part of this Ascension process is about realizing how much you’ve changed, how your old patterns and old relationships no longer work, how you can’t relate to your old friends and family anymore.

Going in a different direction…

Now, sometimes that process really sucks, it’s a lonely and isolating feeling to realize that you no longer fit in the group anymore.

One friend likened it to a veil lifting and some of us are starting to see things differently and detecting people’s motives behind the words very easily. That means instinctively pulling away from some people because it gets harder as she put it, “to live the bullshit beside the bullshitters anymore”. And just with some people, old hobbies, old interests, don’t resonate like they used to. Her theory is that the world contains many of us feeling the pull and becoming unable to function in the current “normal” society.

Remember the Bird Fish, a toy bird who swims instead of flies or the misfit cowboy who rode an ostrich instead of a horse or Trainer, a train with square wheels on its caboose? It can feel like you’re one of the toys from the Island of Misfit Toys, from that Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer claymation Rankin/Bass holiday special.

Maybe it is part of the whole 2012 thingamajiggy, I don’t know. I’m posting this to possibly see how widespread this is, let me know. Thoughts?

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The Tide has Turned

It looks like the mainstream media have finally decided to pay attention to conspiracy theory wackos. I’ve already written about the Jimmy Savile scandal which is continuing to rock the UK, down to the very roots of The Establishment, and like some kind of mutant octopus, the tentacles seem to be reaching wider and wider and involving more and more politicians, past and present. I’ve also written about how researchers like David Icke, Michael Tsarion and Chris Everard have been saying for years how widespread child sexual abuse is among the upper echelons of society but they were always dismissed as crazy conspiracy theorists.

Turning of the Tide

Now it looks like the public are waking up and have decided to give the middle finger to the mainstream media outlets. Since last week’s Wembley event, traffic has substantially increased to websites like Icke’s, Alex Jones, Jeff Rense, Drudge Report and Coast to Coast. The mainstream media are finally paying attention to the fact that the general public aren’t paying attention to them anymore (read: less circulation, less $) but are listening to the likes of Icke et al. The UK’s “Express” and the Huffington Post recently ran articles citing Icke in non-negative, less dismissive even half-civil terms.

Clips of the Wembley event are now showing up on YouTube if anyone is interested to watch. I watched the entire event and while most of the information wasn’t anything new, there was more information regarding theories around the Earth’s second sun, which Gnostic and the ancient Egyptians maintained we had (Icke calls it the Saturn matrix) and the cataclysms which affected mankind afterwards, like the separation of twin souls and the loss of our psychic and spiritual powers. One thing I did detect very strongly during the Wembley event was Icke’s exasperation and frustration for more people to wake up. Personally, I get it. It’s about the transference of power and control from a privileged few into the hands of all and that when the power balance shifts, *that’s* the exact moment that something truly transformational can take place.

Chris Hedges has pointed out in several of his interviews that when he was covering the fall of the Communist block countries in the late 1980’s, it was once the police and security apparatus of the state like the STASI of East Germany, switched sides and sided with the people that a communist dictator like Erich Honecker could only stay in power for a mere week before he was booted out. The same thing happened to Nicolae Ceaușescu in Romania. I’m going to go further than that; I think that once the security and intelligence apparatus, the media, and the judicial system switch sides to side with the citizenry en masse, then it becomes a tsunami which cannot be held back.

Professor Noam Chomsky rightly pointed out that the civil rights movement was not just Martin Luther King Jr. but rather men and women whose names we will never know who were constantly working all the time who helped to bring about the civil right movement. Likewise, for all conspiracy theory sympathizers, UFO enthusiasts, neighborhood eccentrics, quirky alones, New Agers, anarchists, yogis, spiritualists, nonconformists, free-thinkers, vegans, teetotalers, ayahuasca users, post-modern hippies, dreamers, inventors, astrologers, numerologists, Sufis, Gnostic, alchemists, Reiki healers, naturopaths, homeopaths, shamans and shamans in training, DON’T STOP, not even for a second. Keep pushing.

It’s showtime.

In a recent interview, Icke said that he will be decreasing his travels and public lectures outside the UK substantially from now on (at 21:20- 24:00). I can’t say I blame him, he’s now 60 years old and he’s paid his dues, he’s earned his right to stay at home and enjoy his family and the fruits of his labors. To David himself, I’d say this: don’t get flustered about all people not waking up. We’re at that point now that people have to make their choices and that window will not stay open for long, they either will want to get with the program or they don’t, they’re either ready for it or they’re not, they can continue living under this false peace and false illusion or decide to break out of it. Those who are ready will show themselves up.

These sorts of openings never last for very long. (“Window to Another World” by Hayley Knowles)

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Separating the Wheat from the Chaff

To Separate the Wheat from the Chaff

Idiom: to separate what is useful or valuable from what is worthless
The above old idiom is really about developing the gift or ability of Discernment. In Christianity it shows up as the symbol of the sword  and is found all over the Bible like in Ephesians 6:17 “…the Sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God”.

The achangel Michael and his sword. I don’t get the impression he would dig playing “Dungeons and Dragons”

In Mahayana Buddhism, it also shows up as a sword in the hand of Manjushri, a bodhisattva of wisdom.
Manjushri, represents the wisdom of prajnawhich is not confined by knowledge or concepts…His Sanskrit name means “He Who Is Noble and Gentle.” He is often portrayed as a young man holding a sword in his right hand and the Prajna Paramita (Perfection of Wisdom) Sutra in or near his left hand…His youthfulness indicates that wisdom arises from him naturally and effortlessly.

The Bodhisattva Manjushri


The sword in question isn’t about going around and whacking people or knocking them off like many Far Right Christian Evangelicals and other religious fanatics would have you believe. The sword is a symbol of Discernment, in that it’s able to literally cut through the bullshit and crap and separate the true from the false, the proverbial wheat from the chaff.

(In light of the true symbol of the sword, it makes me wonder if a new interpretation of the Arthurian legends, particularly around Excalibur, is in order. Remember, the Lady of the Lake kept Excalibur and that it could only be pulled out of the rock of ages by the TRUE king of England, not some fake usurper. The legends say that Arthur was taken to the vale of Avalon and will return, as the once and future king to defend England from her enemies in the end days. I don’t know if it’s true but personally, I would love to be around to at least watch Arthur kick the living daylights out of that stupid House of Windsor. John Boorman’s film, “Excalibur”, is excellent if you’re interested.)

King Arthur vs. Prince Charles

Developing Discernment is a real pain in the neck. You unfortunately have to go through the experiences of being burned a few times before the lessons set in, and there are usually hard, but valuable lessons involved. It’s only when you really internalize those lessons does that innate wisdom finally float to the surface effortlessly, I think.
In the last few days, I re-connected with a few, very old, very dear friends, the kind of friends you don’t need to speak to every week but even if 10, 15, 20 years pass, when you see them, it’s like you pickup from where you left off. There is no break in the continuity between you on a psychic level. You both walk away from your time together re-energized and emotionally and mentally rejuvenated. It made me realize what a true friend is as opposed to glorified acquaintances. That was my lesson in Discernment.
The past few weeks have somehow felt like things are at a standstill for many folks. Unfortunately for the people of NYC and New Jersey, I think things are going to stay on hold a little while longer because of the clean-up and reconstruction after Sandy. David Icke has said that he is not making or accepting any future speaking engagements or plans until the end of November. I have a feeling that there are going to be irregularities in next week’s American election. Something is definitely up.
My own reading is that it’s a time for all of us  to truly go within. That we need to whip out our individual swords and cut those false distractions, connections, ideas and things out. We are being given a chance to prepare for something, what exactly, I don’t know, your guess is as good as mine but the sense of impendingness grows stronger.
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The Crones are waking up

Crone: is an old woman. In some stories, she is disagreeable, malicious, or sinister in manner, often with magical or supernatural associations that can make her either helpful or obstructing. The Crone is also an archetypal figure, a Wise Woman. She is marginalized by her exclusion from the reproductive cycle and her proximity to death places her in contact with occult wisdom.

Sampat Pal, the leader of the Gulabi Gang

Imagine a vigilante justice group entirely made up of women. Mostly outcasts, elderly women, widows, orphans, divorcees and other women which for one reason or another, society has rejected. Now imagine they gang up on known wife-beaters, men who cheat on them to run off with a new wife, government officials and police officers who ignore their complaints. Imagine them beating up these wife-beaters with sticks, dressed in pink saris and calling out these miscreants for who they are.

No, this isn’t some lame, half-assed Bollywood rip-off of some Quentin Tarantino film. I just described the Gulabi Gang to you.

From Wikipedia:
“Founded in 2006 by Sampat Pal Devi, a mother of five and former government health worker (as well as a former child bride), as a response to widespread domestic abuse and other violence against women. Gulabis visit abusive husbands and beat them up with laathis (bamboo sticks) unless they stop abusing their wives. In 2008, they stormed an electricity office in Banda district and forced officials to turn back the power they had cut in order to extract bribes. They have also stopped child marriages and protested dowry and female illiteracy.
The group, which the Indian media portray positively, was reported to have 20,000 members as of 2008, as well as a chapter in Paris, France.”

Sampat Pal Devi represents a new kind of feminine activist, I think. The kind that confronts abuse directly instead of working around it or who doesn’t work inside the system but outside of it. If you look at the above definition it says  “She is marginalized by her exclusion from the reproductive cycle and her proximity to death places her in contact with occult wisdom.”

Maybe this is just me thinking out loud but this touches on something I have noticed, that girls/women who are still in their childbearing years have a tendency to keep quiet when abuse takes place, have a non-confrontational attitude and think by being nice and sweet, things will just die down and the problem will go away. Maybe that’s why men usually abuse the younger ones or go after them?

Formula 1 Boss Flavio Briatore, and, no, not his daughter but his wife, Italian lingerie model Elisabetta Gregoraci. What do you think the power dynamics are here?

When I look around at my yoga studio, it is usually the older women who usually do the speaking up and usually take steps to bring problems to the attention of owners and instructors alike. I look at other female activists like Dr. Vandana Shiva, Dr. Helen Caldicott , Jody Williams or Catholic nun,  Sister Mary Dennis Lentsch, who has been known for jumping the fence at nuclear power facilities like Oak Ridge and I see a pattern here….

Stuart Wilde wrote an excellent post last week called the ” New World Order is Dead on Arrival’. In it, he pointed out that “The desire to control and dominate is a demonic force, deep down it is sexual perversion, like pedophilia, the macho male thrusting himself upon the feminine spirit, attempting to own her and dominate…..Beyond the last copulation of an old man’s flaccid, drooping male member, comes a feigned self-importance, a desperate attempt by his ego to hold himself erect, and from that comes his cruelty and the vengeance of control as a sexual release or substitute. Sometimes it’s a manifestation of his vengeance against women, his anger. The demonic possession these men exhibit is triggered by impotence or an impending impotence. See the hidden link? Interesting eh?”

Former Italian leader, Silvio Berlusconi was famous for his bunga bunga parties

I am not a misandrist, a man-hater, not by any stretch of the imagination but isn’t it curious that as women age, they become more powerful and vocal and that as men age, they become more violent? I agree with Stuart that it’s basically all about men freaking out that they’re losing control of the situation and secretly can’t stand it and need to take it out on someone.
My point is that I think it’s high-time EVERYBODY starts to speak up more. Young and old, male, female, trans-gendered, everyone and anyone and start to, like the Quakers say, speak truth to power.  GAIA might be waking up and the energetic shift  may be in full-swing but just because She’s female doesn’t mean that this is just a “female” issue. These changes will affect all of us, no one is immune and methinks that men, especially the stupid, fat old ones which Micheal Moore writes about need to pick up a clue or two. That goes for anyone who thinks they don’t have anyone to answer to. While I don’t advise or condone violence, still I can’t help but smile when I think of the Gulabi Gang and how totally bad-assed they are. The men there certainly got the point.

GAIA knitting out the world

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The most comprehensive list of Ascension Symptoms

After checking out as many websites about Ascension symptoms (and websites

number in the thousands now) , many of the various lists seem to have repeating themes

and symptoms. Here’s the list for anyone who is interested but bear in mind, not

everyone will be experiencing all 60 symptoms listed here. We are all going through this

process differently and each of us may reflect different symptoms. Some may resonate

with 4 or 5 items, some of you may experience up to 20. All this to say that, you are

not alone, thousands of people around the world are also going through something

similar. And please remember to consult your doctor if something is beyond irregular!


1. Changing sleep patterns: restlessness, hot feet, waking up two or three times a

night. Feeling tired after you wake up and sleepy off and on during the day. There is

something called the Triad Sleep Pattern that occurs for many: you sleep for about 2-3

hours, wake up, go back to sleep for another couple of hours, wake again, and go back

to sleep again. For others, the sleep requirements have changed. You can get by on

less sleep. Waking at night between 2 and 4 a.m. Much is going on in your dream state.

You can’t be there for long lengths of time and need a break. This is also the ‘cleansing

and releasing’ hour. You might even experience periods of deep sleeping. You are

resting from all the acclimating and are integrating, as well as building up for the next phase.


2. Activity at the crown of the head: Tingling, itching, prickly, crawling sensations along

the scalp and/or down the spine. A sense of energy vibrating on top of the head, as if

energy is erupting from the head in a shower. Hair standing on end, goose bumps.

3. Sudden waves of emotion. Crying at the drop of a hat. Feeling suddenly angry

or sad with little provocation. Or inexplicably depressed. Then very happy. Emotional

roller coaster.

4. Old “stuff” seems to be coming up, as described above, and the people with whom

you need to work it out (or their clones) appear in your life. Completion issues.

5. Changes in weight. A need to eat all the time – this is caused by a few things

going on in your body. Since your body is going through so many changes releasing

emotions and with all this work, your body requires more protein. Our food does not

have the same nutritional value so you need to take additional supplements. Food also

gives up as sense of security and with so many changes within and in your environment

; you feel the need to eat.  OR A loss of desire for food.  Also, part of you does not

want to be here anymore in the Old.

6. Changes in eating habits: Strange cravings and odd food choices. Some find they

are not as hungry as they used to be. Or hungrier. A need to eat often along with what

feels like attacks of low blood sugar. Weight gain, especially in the abdominal area. It

is an inner tube around your belly area and is happening in both men and women.

It is a type of protection around your solar plexus area which is “who you are” and with

the constant changes; you need this protection for now. A craving for protein. You are

requiring an enormous amount of fuel for this ascension process. Weight gain with an

inability to loose it no matter what you do is one of the most typical experiences.


7. Food intolerances, allergies you never had before:


8. Amplification of the senses. Increased sensitivity. Heightened sensitivities to your

surroundings. Crowds, noise, foods, TV, other human voices and various other

stimulants are barely tolerable. You also overwhelm very easily and become easily


8a. Sight: Blurry vision, shimmering objects, seeing glittery particles, auras around

people, plants, animals, and objects. Some report seeing formerly opaque objects as

transparent. When you close your eyes, you no longer see darkness, but redness.

You may also see geometric shapes or brilliant colors and pictures when eyes are

closed. Colors appear more vivid — the sky might look teal or the grass an amazing


8b. Hearing: Increased or decreased hearing. Other symptoms are hearing white

noise in the head, beeps, tones, music or electronic patterns. Some hear water

rushing, bees buzzing, whooshing, roaring or ringing. Others have what is called

audio dyslexia– you can’t always make out what people are saying, as if you can no

longer translate your own language.

8c. Enhanced senses of smell, touch, and/or taste.

9. Skin eruptions: Rashes, bumps, acne, hives, and shingles. Anger produces

outbreaks around the mouth and chin.

10. Episodes of intense energy which make you want to leap out of bed and into

action. Followed by periods of lethargy and fatigue. Days of extreme fatigue. Your

body is losing density and going through intense restructuring. One of the most

aggravating ascension symptoms is constant fatigue. I mean the kind where you

cannot even get out of bed, and you have to push yourself to get anything done.


11. Changes in prayer or meditation. Not feeling the same sensations as before.

Not having the same experience of being in contact with Consciousness. Difficulty in


12. Power surges: All of a sudden you are heated from head to toe. It is a momentary

sensation, but uncomfortable. In contrast, some people have felt inexplicably cold. Night

sweats and hot flashes. Your body is ‘heating’ up as it burns off residue after going

through wild and vivid dreams, you may wake up in a sweat and have to change your


13. A range of physical manifestations: Headaches, backaches, neck pains, flu-like

symptoms (this is called vibrational flu), digestive problems, muscular spasms or cramps,

racing heartbeat, chest pains, changes in sexual desire, numbness or pain in the limbs,

and involuntary vocalizations or bodily movements. Aches and Pains – toxic energy

and emotional blockages in your body that need to be released more so now during

ascension. Unusual aches and pains throughout different parts of your body.. Image

14. Looking younger. You love yourself and life more. You begin to resemble the

perfect you that you really are.

15. Vivid dreams. Sometimes the dreams are so real that you wake up confused.

You may even have lucid dreams in which you are in control. Many dreams may be

mystical or carry messages for you, wild and sometimes violent dreams.


16. Events that completely alter your life: death, divorce, change in job status,

loss of home, illness, and/or other catastrophes — sometimes several at once!

Forces that cause you to slow down, simplify, change, re-examine who you are and

what your life means to you. Forces that you cannot ignore. Forces that cause you

release your attachments. Forces that awaken your sense of love and compassion for

all. A sense of loss leading to depression – this results from changing environment

, loss of jobs, residences and friends. Nothing is the same anymore; you do not react

the same way to your friends or even your job which leads to a separation anxiety as

a result of purging the darker and denser energy within. This process is teaching you

to release all of your attachments. The change that you feel is on-going through the

ascension process. The best of dealing with it is to learn to “go with the flow”. You may

have bouts of depression caused by all the changes around you – loss of job and friends

and home. These are very real situations that are causing much anxiety and depression

in some cases


17. A desire to break free from restrictive patterns, life-draining jobs consumptive

lifestyles, and toxic people or situations. You feel a compelling need to “find yourself”

and your life purpose — now! You want to be creative and free to be person you really

are. You might find yourself drawn to the arts and nature. You want to offload yourself

from things and people that no longer serve you.

18. Emotional and mental confusion: A feeling that you need to get your life

straightened out.

19. Introspection, solitude and loss of interest in more extraverted activities: This

stage has come as a surprise to many extraverts who formerly saw themselves as

outgoing and involved. They say, “I don’t know why, but I don’t like to go out as much

as before.” You don’t feel like doing anything. You are in a rest period, ‘rebooting,

developing a preference for your own space and at most times, solitude.

20. Creativie bursts: Receiving images, ideas, music, and other creative

inspirations at an often overwhelming rate.

21. A perception that time is accelerating. It seems that way because

you have had so many changes introduced into your life at an unprecedented

rate. The number of changes seems to be growing.

22. A sense of impendingness. There is a feeling that something is about

to happen. This can create anxiety.


23. Impatience. You know better, but sometimes you can’t help it. You want

to get on with what seems to be coming your way. Uncertainty is not comfortable.

24. A deep yearning for meaning, purpose, spiritual connection, and revelation.

Perhaps an interest in the spiritual for the first time in your life.

25. A feeling that you are somehow different. A disquieting sense that

everything in your life feels new and altered, that you have left your old self



26. “Teachers” appear everywhere with perfect timing to help you on your spiritual

journey: people, books, movies, events, Mother Nature, etc. Teachers may appear

to be negative or positive when you are trapped in polarity thinking, but, from a

transcendent perspective, they are always perfect. Just what you need to learn

from and move on.


27. You find a spiritual track that makes sense to you and “speaks to you” at

the most profound levels. Suddenly you are gaining a perspective that you

would never have considered before. You hunger to know more. You read,

share with others, ask questions, and go inside to discover more about who

you are and why you are here.

28. You are moving through learning and personal issues at a rapid pace.

You sense that you are “getting it” quite readily.

29. Invisible presences. Here is the woo-woo stuff. Some people report

feeling surrounded by beings at night or having the sensation of being touched

or talked to. Often they will wake with a start. Some also feel their body or bed


30. Portents, visions, “illusions”, numbers, and symbols: Seeing things

that have spiritual importance for you. Noticing how numbers appear synchronistically

in your awareness. Everything has a message if you take the time to look.

31. Increased integrity: You realize that it is time for you to seek and speak your

truth. It suddenly seems important for you to become more authentic, more yourself.

You may have to say “no” to people whom you have tried to please in the past.

You may find it intolerable to stay in a marriage or job or place that doesn’t support

who you are. You may also find there is nowhere to hide, no secrets to keep anymore.

Honesty becomes important in all your relationships. Loss of identity. You try to

access the Old you, but it is no longer there. You may not know who you are looking

at in the mirror. You have cleared much of your old patterns and are now embodying

much more light and a simpler, more purified you. .

A sudden disappearance of friends, activities, habits, jobs and residences

which no longer jive with you.

32. Harmony with seasons and cycles: You are becoming more tuned to the

seasons, the phases of the moon and natural cycles. More awareness of your

place in the natural world. A stronger connection to the earth.


33. Electrical and mechanical malfunctions: When you are around, light bulbs

flicker, the computer locks up, or the radio goes haywire.

34. Increased synchronicity and many small miracles. Look for more of


35. Increased intuitive abilities and altered states of consciousness:

Thinking of someone and immediately hearing from them. More synchronicities.

Having sudden insights about patterns or events from the past. Clairvoyance,

out-of-body experiences, and other psychic phenomena. Intensified sensitivity

and knowing. Awareness of one’s essence and that of others.

36. Communication with Spirit. Channelling.

37. A sense of Oneness with all. A direct experience of this Wholeness.

Transcendent awareness. Being flooded with compassion and love for all life.

Compassionate detachment or unconditional love for all is what lifts us up to

higher levels of consciousness and joy.

38. Moments of joy and bliss. A deep abiding sense of peace and knowing

that you are never alone.

39. Integration: You become emotionally, psychologically, physically, and spiritually

stronger and clearer.

40. Living your purpose: You know you are finally doing what you came to

earth for. New skills and gifts are emerging, especially healing ones. Your life/work

experiences are now converging and starting to make sense. You are finally

going to use them all. You absolutely cannot do certain things anymore. When

you try to do your usual routine and activities, it feels downright awful.

Experiencing difficulty in being around people and places that never bothered

you before

41. A Feeling of wanting to be closer to animals and plants. To some people,

animals now seem to be more “human” in their behavior. Wild animals

are less afraid. Plants respond to your love and attention more than ever.


42. Seeing beings of other dimensions. The veil between dimensions is thinner,

so it is not surprising.

43. Seeing a person’s true form or seeing loved ones with a different face.


44. Physically manifesting thoughts and desires more quickly and efficiently.

45. Left -brain fogginess. Your psychic abilities, your intuitive knowing, your feeling

and compassion, your ability to experience your body, your visioning, your

expressiveness all emanate from the right brain. In order for this side of the

brain to develop more fully, the left brain must shut down a little bit. Normally

the left-hemisphere’s capacity for order, organization, structure, linear

sequencing, analysis, evaluation, precision, focus, problem-solving, and

mathematics dominate our often less-valued right brain, no desire to read for

very long, inability to focus; forgetting what you are just about to say;

impatience with linear forms of communication (audio or written formats); a

feeling of spaciness, being scattered; losing interest in research or complex

information; feeling bombarded with words and talk and information; and a

reluctance to write. Sometimes you feel dull and have no interest in analysis,

lively intellectual discussion, or investigation. Memory Loss – at times you

may feel like you are losing your mind because you cannot remember things,

places, words, what you did 2 hours earlier.. A great abundance of short term

memory loss and only vague remembrances of your past. Being in the Now is

the way of the New World.

46. Dizziness. This occurs when you are ungrounded. Perhaps you have

just cleared a big emotional issue and your body is adjusting to your “lighter”


47. Falling, having accidents, breaking bones. Your body is not grounded

or perhaps your life is out of balance. Or your body may be telling you to slow

down, examine certain aspects of your life, or heal certain issues.

49. Heart palpitations. A racing heart usually accompanies a heart opening.

It only lasts for a few moments and means that the heart is re-balancing itself

after an emotional release.

50. Faster hair and nail growth. More protein is being used in the body.

51. A desire to find your soul mate or twin soul. More than ever before,

the idea that we can have a relationship that matches who we are seems

more desirable.


52. Memories surface. Body memories, suppressed memories, images of

past lives and/or parallel lives. We are healing and integrating all our “selves”,

so expect to have some of these experiences.

53. Feeling as though you are in a pressure cooker or in an intense energy,

feeling stress.

54. Feeling disoriented – a feeling of not knowing who you are, what you

are doing or what you are supposed to be doing caused by the constant change

going on within and around you in the atmosphere.

55. Feeling ‘out of body’. You may feel as though someone is talking, but it

is not you. This is our natural defense mechanism of survival when we are under

acute stress or feeling traumatized or out of control.

56. An intolerance for lower vibrational things of the 3D, reflected in

conversations, attitudes, societal structures, healing modalities, etc.

They literally make you feel ‘sick’ inside. You are in a higher vibration and your

energies are no longer in alignment.


57. A wanting to go Home, as if everything is over and you don’t belong here

anymore. We are returning to Source.


58. Your plans suddenly change in mid-stream and go in a completely different


59. Anxiety and panic – when there is an energy shift in the atmosphere it

also affects you. As mother earth is releasing her toxins through natural disasters,

so are you. You may feel overloaded and overwhelmed by sudden change of

events and crisis situations. You may be overloaded with family needs and pressures,

plus more expectations from your work situation. Feeling you are going insane, or

must be developing a mental illness of some sort.

60. You have created a situation that seems like your worst nightmare,

with many ‘worst nightmare’ aspects to it. Overwhelming stress – as emotions

are coming up within, you don’t know what is happening causing you to feel

stressed and anxious.

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Look around you.  The ruling elite are poisoning our water, air and food supplies.

The fluoridation of our water has led to the calcification of our pineal glands, which

in past history, were much larger than they are now.  As many of you know, the

pineal gland is called your “3rd Eye” and is the window to your soul and your true,

divine reason for being here.

Imagine being able to tap into your true potential?  Perhaps this is what the ruling

elite fear the most as they certainly do not want people thinking for themselves

or thinking outside the box because that would limit our need for government.

You are truly more powerful than you can possibly imagine.

Believe in yourself and have faith in humanity.  The rest will fall into place.

Here’s a fantastic video and the best I’ve seen about the Ascension process as a whole.


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